难道你真的不知道我的心

你真的不知道我的最爱始终是你吗？
































































这一路走来，一年多了。说长不长，说短也不短。虽然吵架多过甜蜜；每次吵到要分开，还是熬了这么久。难道你还不知道我没有你不行吗；虽然世上没有谁不能没了谁，但是我真的很爱很爱你，你这个笨蛋就是不知道！ 有时真的很气你，很想找别人代替你，可是你是无可取代的大笨蛋！！！ 虽然我会想念过去，但是我不会因为过去而离开你！ 我真的很讨厌你！因为你不会哄人，我生气你也跟我一起生气！我只希望你能放下面子的哄哄我。大笨蛋，我爱的只有你，陈德伟和宝贝陈怡宁！

When you loved someone

First day of work went on smoothly even though I'm almost late thanks to my iPhone!
I came to realized how it feel when you really loved someone wholeheartedly, you wish to imprison them for life rather than sentence them to death. No matter what mistake they made to anger you to the extend of killing them, you just want them in your life, so you would just imprison them. Now their two person I wish to imprison for life, those two on the picture on top. I love them ttm! They can't escape from my claw even though sometime I'm really tired of holding on and wish to let go. They are just the two I can't let them get out of my life no matter how pissed I'm over them. Love you, TTW and TYN!

My big eye girl

My big eye girl, growing day by day. Watching her grow up is such a blissful thing. She just make my day everytime I watched her sleep.
Tomorrow is first day of work, wish things would goes on smoothly. Love you precious.

Insonmia

Memories kept flashing thru. Hesitating ; Insonmia.
So hard to fall asleep, the feeling of a stone up above my chest, I can't catch my breathe. There a knot, I can't untangle. I'm afraid of making wrong move. What else can I do? I just wish that my precious QOO would grow up happily. That's all.

Whole December

After giving birth to my 3.57kg precious princess on nov 28 2010, had rest for a month. She's now a month and 3 days old. She had her loudest cry and loudest laughter on the same day, 11dec2010. She laugh in the morning inside my mum's room and cried at tiong bahru clinic when this poor girl had to put a tube thru her nose to clear her throat and nose. She getting better now but acting like a koala bear now. Must hug onto people then will sleep soundly. Great! Going to start work in 1 more day time, who will be the tree for her? I can only spend more time with her now. "Good" countdown to 2011 at home.
But I had a great BBQ and meetups with my lovely bunch of secondary friends. Haven't had step into playground and chill out for such a long time, it's awesome. Should have more of these meeting seriously.
New year eve with jasmine. Slacking is all we do.


The distance in-between, we're so near yet it's still the furthest distance ever since the begaining. The topic between us is just concerning of one. The gap, the feeling; gone.
How to mend it? Things broken is still possible to mend, what about feelings?

6 more days

Poor leg and hand infected with rashes due to hormones disorder thanks to the princess. 6 more days to the expected due date. Please come out asap so the rashes will subside! Please! This is torture :(

Present from lil princess

Partially of what she gave me. Hand and leg infected with rashes like this due to pregnancy as what I know from the doctor today. Itchy, pain! Skin so sensitive now! She trying to let me have a memorable pregnancy. Last month already so many problem. Please come out asap! I can't stand anymore of the present you give. Please :(